Nikon D90

I am So So So in love with my Nikon D90..
Thanks mom, for the advanced birthday pressy.. Loves!!





Leslie

Lost

I've lost you since who knows when.. its too late for regrets now..
I hope you'll be happy..


Leslie

. . . .

I'm bored.. yawns..

01/10/09

Life have been the same since the last post.
I'm kinda like lost in time recently.
Sleeping in the morning, waking up at night.

Just bought wii Fit for my wii, its a little but not so light piece of i don't know how to describe. Anyway, it was fun, played with it for a little while. Perspire like crazy. Good way to BURN Calories.

I'm BORED.
Thats why I'm blogging.
DAMN!

Boredom kills!

Can't sleep since 2 am.. slept at 8 pm, woke up at 2 am.. wth ? something's wrong with my sleeping hours..

Well.. its feels kinda bad to have lost someone who u once loved. Especially when you guys didn't even get together when there was a chance. I know how it feels cuz i been through that. Well, its kinda funny. Going out, wishing you could see her again on the streets like how co-incidentally in the past. Searching everywhere to find a slight chance to contact her again, but found none. Lost her Phone contact and her MSN. Damn. This kinda sux alot. Totally. Well, i remembered once told her, if there was a chance to hold her hands once more. I would hold on to it forever. Sounds like I'm lying about it. But i was serious at that time. I hope i can see her again. Well, maybe to try to get back with her or not, we'll see how it goes ya? But i really miss that friend of mine.

Damn, its so warm.. i just had a shower few hours ago. i'm covered in sweat already.


Oh well. Didn't wake up alone yesterday. I guess its still the same, we aren't ready yet.

Leslie signing off~
"She's gone, i didn't know it was so long~"

If you......

If you claimed that you love me,
why do you:
- Not know what i like most?
- Not know what i dislike most?
- Still care for the person you once loved?
- Not know that i only want a person only for myself?
- Not know that you are being selfish?
- Still go out with other guys who you claim is just a Date?
- Not know that i'm selfish as well?
- Not remember everything i say?
- Not know that i need someone who will listen to me and REMEMBERS what i say?
- Still tell me that you love your singlehood?
- Not know that i love my singlehood?
- Not know that i love surprises?
- Fail to surprise me?
- Get pissed off with me when i said sorry?
- Not forgive me?
- Not know that i was trying very hard to love you as well?
- Not know that i don't wanna get hurt as well?
- Not know that i love you as well? But i just can't bring myself to get into relationship right now?
- Not know that EVERYTHING is about YOU YOU YOU, not US US US?
- Not know that your US refers to You and Him?


I know i'm being selfish for these words. But i hope you would understand. I'm SORRY.

New Toy

Woo.. Got my New iPhone 3GS.. Haa.. Its White, Nice~ but.. high maintainance.. LOL!~ anyway.. Started jailbreaking and insalling games and applications.. Super duper speedy little thing.. Love it~ =)



It was another L4D night last night againn... LOL~ great game with great peoples..



I haven't been updating my crappy blog for awhile now.. anyway.. it feels kinda bad to be lacking of things.. altho i may look like i don't lack of anything.. well.. in fact.. i do.. i really do~
Well.. Lack of Money, Job and Love. Thats pretty common to everyone these days.

LOVE - Walking down the street, seeing couples in love, made me kinda jealoused and asking myself.. Why ain't i as happy when i was in love?

MONEY - Seeing people buying things without thinking. Carrying so much cash with them anywhere they go. Made me asking myself, when can i make 10K per month? Its tough, but there is still a way. But WHEN!? is the question.

JOB - Well, as many would have known. I'm not working already, due to my studies. Well, studies is just an excuse. Truth is I'm LAZY to look for a job. That leads to Money problems. So question i asked myself is, WHEN CAN I EARN 10K PER MONTH IF I DON'T LOOK FOR A FREAKING JOB THAT I CAN AT THE VERY LEAST EARN 1% OF IT?


Stupid and sTubborn, thats the way i am.. Haha..
I'm Bored!
and i miss her~

Time, it heals everything.

Well.. Its been long since the last update.. =)
Mom's is better already.. Just botak.. cute..

Anyway.. I'm fine, if anyone cared..

Last night was a hell of a night.. 2 Bottles of Martell at Crazy Hours, then head to Sabai ended up with 4 bottles on the table.. 2 and a half bottles of Martells and a soon to finish hennesy.. WTF? Just drink La.. Thats what i thought.. But ended up.. I find myself lying outside of Sabai.. 3 of them had to drag me home by carrying me.. LOL! Totally wasted.. well.. it was a great night and many thanks to the bros that sent me home.. LOL..

Oh ya.. First time i sat in a GTR-35.. ROXOR..

ChemoTherapy

ChemoTherapy

Anyway.. My mom has to go for ChemoTherapy.. So its kinda sad to hear that, but its for her own good.. Its better than having higher chances of the cancer to come back..

Oh ya.. Talking about the cancer..

Here's a picture of the Lump thats being cut out from her..




Well.. Lets talk about ChemoTherapy..

I know nothing much about this.. But ChemoTherapy its actually a therapy that would lessen the chance of having the cancer coming back.. As my mom's Cancer was stage 1, it may seem harmless.. But the Cancer cell itself is a Grade 3.. Grade 3 as in its a very AGGRESIVE one.. So, If she would've found out about this lump in her in after a few months.. The cancer would've reach Stage 3.. Lucky for her.. Which is a good thing.. Ok, back to ChemoTherapy.. As heard, the side effects after the therapy are Giddiness and LOSS of Hair.. But HAIR will grow after everything is done.. After kimo therapy she will have to go for some Radio smth stuff.. I heard its tough for the person undergoing it.. But mom is a very Strong person.. So she'll be fine.. =)

Hmm.. I guess tats all that i wanna say.. Would update more on the ChemoTherapy once i know more about it.. I'm not a doctor.. So, i won't know much.. If there's anything about chemotherapy you guys know and i'm wrong about it..
Please let me know.. As i wanna know more about it..
Thanks..




Leslie signing off..
Cherish everything you have, as Nothing is Forever.
Treasure loved ones and the people who love you.
You'll Never know when They will be gone and you will REGRET forever.
(Thank you Cheryl for the correction of spelling)

Smiles

Well.. to peeps who worried for my mom.. Thanks alot.. She's fine now..
The cancer was a first stage.. luckily tat she found out early. It hasn't spread.. so thank god.. she just need to rest more and go for some checkups.. So ya..

ANYWAY.. SHE'S FINE.. thats wad we all need to know.. =)

Well.. I'm fine if anyone is wondering.. haven't blog for days.. as i'm busy with work and my mom not forgetting going out.. but.. i'll try to blog more.. LOL!

i guess thats all for now..



Leslie.. Signing off..
Thanks to my friends..
Mummy is fine.. =)

Ah ?

Yawns

Have had a drunk night last night again~ OMG! reached home at 7:20 am, slept at 7:30 am on my sofa, woke up at 10:30 am (after i found out i am going to be late for work) till now.. i'm freaking shag!!



Why Must This Happen?!

My mom had a check up today after feeling that she had a lump on her left breast area.. She's going for an operation next week to remove it.. Doctor said that 90% possibility will be cancerous.. Pray hard that she'll be alright.. >.

Ma.. You'll be fine.. I'll stand by you..
Love ya..
Lets Get Through This Together..

to my friends who know my mom.. please pray for her to not have tat cancerous cell in her.. tho there's no confirm about the cancer..
i really hoped its not.. THANKS!!




=)

I won't be going out that often already.. As i don't wanna worry my mom too much..
=)

Share

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www.garyng174.blogspot.com



Leslie out again!
Oh Carol, I am but a FOOL..

PISSED!!

Darn ASS old f**ker

Don't think tat qualifications is a thing u use to make YOURSELF proud! You speak like one uncivilized small kid.. You don't even fucking know wads my education level and you wanna critisize me? So what if i don't have any qualifications? I'm still living a better life than u old fart!! If u have a qualification and u earn much more than me, then why the hell are u buying such a cheap phone?! If you are so "CLEVER" or maybe "SMART" enough to get a freaking paper and earning loads.. then GET YOURSELF A BETTER PHONE AND DON'T GET A FREE ONE..

LEMME TELL YOU THIS.. IF YOU THINK THAT A DEALER IS FUCKED UP OR BULLSHIT? YOU ARE WRONG.. ITS YOU AS A CUSTOMER NOT SHOWIN YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS US.. WE'RE FUCKING HUMANS.. PUT YOURSELF INTO OUR SHOES.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WHAT CAN YOU FUCKING DO?! SO, USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN BEFORE YOU THROW YOUR WEIGHT AROUND MY FUCKING SHOP.. ONE MORE TIME AND I'LL LOSE MYSELF ON YOU!

I HOPE YOU DIE EARLY AND NO ONE WILL EVER PRAY FOR YOU

GET A FREAKING LIFE OLD FART.. THIS SHALL BE A CURSE FOR YOU!

JUST YOU!!

I am damn freaking pissed off by this uncle..

Leslie signing off..

the future's not ours' to see.. que sera sera

what will be, will be

Argh!!

Darn!!!

What is happening to me nowadays?? I feel so lost.. Drinking has been a very bad habit for me now.. Smoking too much till i can't take it sometimes.. Find myself dazing in the middle of the day..

OhWell!!

guess life still have to go on yea ?

Went out with Warlton, Duoni, Kenny, Ee meng and Willie.

Well.. Drank like crazy again.. Got drunk and acting like a small kid..

Asked kenny to get number from the pub girl.. Tats not something tat i would even DO!!

Well.. Lucky enuff she didn't give.. HAA!!

Anyway..

Its just another night of Fun and Laughters..

As usual, i'm the one Opening my mini Concert in the Pub.. Coz THEY don't wanna sing at all!!

Well.. tat doesn't mean tat everyone would hear me sing.. i guess.. NO ONE was interested.. LOL!

But!!

I found out something.. My singing is getting better and better.. WOAHAHAHA!!

OPPS!

Leslie Signing off now.

Que Sera Sera~ wadeva will be will be~

Oh Well..

03/04/09

Today will be the day i start blogging again.

Haven't been blogging since i deleted my previous Blog due to somethings.

OHWELL..

i'm fine i guess thats all i can say.. i'm still me.. the lovely, funloving, mischievious and not forgetting HANDSOME guy u might have known.. =X

Still working in that shop at parkway. Nth much have happened these days.. just some drinking sessions with different peoples.. weird eh ? Haa..

guess i haven't change abit..

my new loves