Boredom kills!

Can't sleep since 2 am.. slept at 8 pm, woke up at 2 am.. wth ? something's wrong with my sleeping hours..

Well.. its feels kinda bad to have lost someone who u once loved. Especially when you guys didn't even get together when there was a chance. I know how it feels cuz i been through that. Well, its kinda funny. Going out, wishing you could see her again on the streets like how co-incidentally in the past. Searching everywhere to find a slight chance to contact her again, but found none. Lost her Phone contact and her MSN. Damn. This kinda sux alot. Totally. Well, i remembered once told her, if there was a chance to hold her hands once more. I would hold on to it forever. Sounds like I'm lying about it. But i was serious at that time. I hope i can see her again. Well, maybe to try to get back with her or not, we'll see how it goes ya? But i really miss that friend of mine.

Damn, its so warm.. i just had a shower few hours ago. i'm covered in sweat already.


Oh well. Didn't wake up alone yesterday. I guess its still the same, we aren't ready yet.

Leslie signing off~
"She's gone, i didn't know it was so long~"