Life have been the same since the last post.
I'm kinda like lost in time recently.
Sleeping in the morning, waking up at night.
Just bought wii Fit for my wii, its a little but not so light piece of i don't know how to describe. Anyway, it was fun, played with it for a little while. Perspire like crazy. Good way to BURN Calories.
I'm BORED.
Thats why I'm blogging.
DAMN!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Boredom kills!
Can't sleep since 2 am.. slept at 8 pm, woke up at 2 am.. wth ? something's wrong with my sleeping hours..
Well.. its feels kinda bad to have lost someone who u once loved. Especially when you guys didn't even get together when there was a chance. I know how it feels cuz i been through that. Well, its kinda funny. Going out, wishing you could see her again on the streets like how co-incidentally in the past. Searching everywhere to find a slight chance to contact her again, but found none. Lost her Phone contact and her MSN. Damn. This kinda sux alot. Totally. Well, i remembered once told her, if there was a chance to hold her hands once more. I would hold on to it forever. Sounds like I'm lying about it. But i was serious at that time. I hope i can see her again. Well, maybe to try to get back with her or not, we'll see how it goes ya? But i really miss that friend of mine.
Damn, its so warm.. i just had a shower few hours ago. i'm covered in sweat already.
Oh well. Didn't wake up alone yesterday. I guess its still the same, we aren't ready yet.
Leslie signing off~
"She's gone, i didn't know it was so long~"
Well.. its feels kinda bad to have lost someone who u once loved. Especially when you guys didn't even get together when there was a chance. I know how it feels cuz i been through that. Well, its kinda funny. Going out, wishing you could see her again on the streets like how co-incidentally in the past. Searching everywhere to find a slight chance to contact her again, but found none. Lost her Phone contact and her MSN. Damn. This kinda sux alot. Totally. Well, i remembered once told her, if there was a chance to hold her hands once more. I would hold on to it forever. Sounds like I'm lying about it. But i was serious at that time. I hope i can see her again. Well, maybe to try to get back with her or not, we'll see how it goes ya? But i really miss that friend of mine.
Damn, its so warm.. i just had a shower few hours ago. i'm covered in sweat already.
Oh well. Didn't wake up alone yesterday. I guess its still the same, we aren't ready yet.
Leslie signing off~
"She's gone, i didn't know it was so long~"
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
If you......
If you claimed that you love me,
why do you:
- Not know what i like most?
- Not know what i dislike most?
- Still care for the person you once loved?
- Not know that i only want a person only for myself?
- Not know that you are being selfish?
- Still go out with other guys who you claim is just a Date?
- Not know that i'm selfish as well?
- Not remember everything i say?
- Not know that i need someone who will listen to me and REMEMBERS what i say?
- Still tell me that you love your singlehood?
- Not know that i love my singlehood?
- Not know that i love surprises?
- Fail to surprise me?
- Get pissed off with me when i said sorry?
- Not forgive me?
- Not know that i was trying very hard to love you as well?
- Not know that i don't wanna get hurt as well?
- Not know that i love you as well? But i just can't bring myself to get into relationship right now?
- Not know that EVERYTHING is about YOU YOU YOU, not US US US?
- Not know that your US refers to You and Him?
I know i'm being selfish for these words. But i hope you would understand. I'm SORRY.
why do you:
- Not know what i like most?
- Not know what i dislike most?
- Still care for the person you once loved?
- Not know that i only want a person only for myself?
- Not know that you are being selfish?
- Still go out with other guys who you claim is just a Date?
- Not know that i'm selfish as well?
- Not remember everything i say?
- Not know that i need someone who will listen to me and REMEMBERS what i say?
- Still tell me that you love your singlehood?
- Not know that i love my singlehood?
- Not know that i love surprises?
- Fail to surprise me?
- Get pissed off with me when i said sorry?
- Not forgive me?
- Not know that i was trying very hard to love you as well?
- Not know that i don't wanna get hurt as well?
- Not know that i love you as well? But i just can't bring myself to get into relationship right now?
- Not know that EVERYTHING is about YOU YOU YOU, not US US US?
- Not know that your US refers to You and Him?
I know i'm being selfish for these words. But i hope you would understand. I'm SORRY.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
New Toy
Woo.. Got my New iPhone 3GS.. Haa.. Its White, Nice~ but.. high maintainance.. LOL!~ anyway.. Started jailbreaking and insalling games and applications.. Super duper speedy little thing.. Love it~ =)
It was another L4D night last night againn... LOL~ great game with great peoples..
I haven't been updating my crappy blog for awhile now.. anyway.. it feels kinda bad to be lacking of things.. altho i may look like i don't lack of anything.. well.. in fact.. i do.. i really do~
Well.. Lack of Money, Job and Love. Thats pretty common to everyone these days.
LOVE - Walking down the street, seeing couples in love, made me kinda jealoused and asking myself.. Why ain't i as happy when i was in love?
MONEY - Seeing people buying things without thinking. Carrying so much cash with them anywhere they go. Made me asking myself, when can i make 10K per month? Its tough, but there is still a way. But WHEN!? is the question.
JOB - Well, as many would have known. I'm not working already, due to my studies. Well, studies is just an excuse. Truth is I'm LAZY to look for a job. That leads to Money problems. So question i asked myself is, WHEN CAN I EARN 10K PER MONTH IF I DON'T LOOK FOR A FREAKING JOB THAT I CAN AT THE VERY LEAST EARN 1% OF IT?
Stupid and sTubborn, thats the way i am.. Haha..
I'm Bored!
and i miss her~
It was another L4D night last night againn... LOL~ great game with great peoples..
I haven't been updating my crappy blog for awhile now.. anyway.. it feels kinda bad to be lacking of things.. altho i may look like i don't lack of anything.. well.. in fact.. i do.. i really do~
Well.. Lack of Money, Job and Love. Thats pretty common to everyone these days.
LOVE - Walking down the street, seeing couples in love, made me kinda jealoused and asking myself.. Why ain't i as happy when i was in love?
MONEY - Seeing people buying things without thinking. Carrying so much cash with them anywhere they go. Made me asking myself, when can i make 10K per month? Its tough, but there is still a way. But WHEN!? is the question.
JOB - Well, as many would have known. I'm not working already, due to my studies. Well, studies is just an excuse. Truth is I'm LAZY to look for a job. That leads to Money problems. So question i asked myself is, WHEN CAN I EARN 10K PER MONTH IF I DON'T LOOK FOR A FREAKING JOB THAT I CAN AT THE VERY LEAST EARN 1% OF IT?
Stupid and sTubborn, thats the way i am.. Haha..
I'm Bored!
and i miss her~
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